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Name: Maria Pamela Ann
Country: Philippines
State: Parañaque
Birthday: 11/9/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: Baminton, well, as Robert said my favorite sports are 'BOMBminton' and 'JAXTONE', biology, history, reading, writing, there you go.
Expertise: biology and history
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


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Member Since: 8/16/2004

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Monday, November 29, 2004

 

You know what? The Christmas project going to the orphanage and all may be all imagination!

 

Punyatang yan, kanina pa ko tawag ng tawag sa St. Rita, sabi nila, tumawag lang ako, walang sumasagot, then, buti nalang tumawag si Grace, wala daw dung bata, BABY meron! Shit, mamatay na yata ako, sila Takeshi naman at Anna, ayaw sa may mga sakit, eh hindi naman sha nakakahawa, ewan ko ba. I’m going to lose my mind now! Gaddamn! I wish I can find some orphanage now; I really hate this, maraming umaasa akin then ganito? Oh crap. It ang gulo pa ng room ko, have to make it ayos, nainis na talaga ako! Arrgh! Ggrrr!!!

 

Now I am really so wasted, napakaraming gagawin, naiinis ako, may thesis pa nga pala, may food expo pa, may kung ano-ano pa!! Arrgh. Hindi pa makisama ang weather, hindi pa makisama ang mga orphanage.! Tangina talaga.


Wednesday, November 17, 2004

 

I should have not been that addicted to the Robert thing. Because you know what? I am now looked as to a ‘Robert super obsessed. Harhar. I hate the fact that I was so into Robert and now, when I call some people, and I just like to just say ‘HI’, they would say, ‘Pam, sorry badtrip, Robert lang naman yan’ shit. Damn, how I hate that. What else? Nothing else to say.. what can I do, mahal ko si bert.


Thursday, November 11, 2004

Hey there. I won in the women’s singles division in badminton. Actually, it was a tough fight, although natambakan ko sila, I was a bit pressured then, and especially when its ate Sak. Gaddam! I defeated ate Sak within two sets, malaki rin naman yung lamang. But game 2, Philaine lost to ate Thea, so I have to be the challenger, first set, tambak ako kay ate Thea, but second and third, I was back in action and ayun, nanalo, buti naman. Harhar. Mixed doubles, we won, Robert and I, but, it was a close fight, hindi naman bumaba ng ten yung score ng opponent. Harhar.

Basketball? Ooohhh.. my love for Robert was exposed to everybody. As in. Robert bumped his head on the floor and with the sound, I knew it wasn’t alright so, there, I want to cry na agad, I saw Robert grasping for air, he can’t breath, there, I cried and cried and cried, I didn’t how it all happened, but surely, I know the reason, I love Robert, if only I can tell him, but, now, he’s alright, now I can breath, kanina talaga, hindi ko alam gagawin ko, iiyak ba, or tatakas na ko, susunod na ko sa hospital, nagdasal na ko, there, I knew the real meaning of prayer, I wasn’t praying for Robert’s recovery for me, but I prayed because I wan the best for him, marami pa shang mararating, ayun, MAHAL KO SI BERT. Then, he’s back, I wasn’t even able to tell him, ‘ei okay ka na?’, or talk to him, ‘nice game, panalo tayo..’ kuya Mark just told me to ask him if he’s okay, then, si Cuenca, yung third year ha, sinabi ba naman, ‘Bert, tingan mo tong si Pam, iyak ng iyak, mahal ka niyan ehh’, kaya, ayun, damn! Buti nalang, there was no comment, sabi nila ate pat, masakit daw yung nangyrai na deadma lang si Bert, so I said, I am not looking for anything in return, just to know that Robert is okay, masaya na ako, that’s good enough for me to know.


Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Ei there! Ang saya ng game! Super! :D

At first, I was soooo nervous, because you know, I am not good at it, and I was a former varsity player, so what will the people say, especially Mr. Mariano right? I am in a big, big gamble right there. It is my dignity, my name, argh.. buti nalang talaga!! :D harharhar…

At first, I was not comfortable to be in the second six, because, in the first set, I will not do more things, but it turned out to be good naman. I did almost everything, they said, but still, it is a teamwork.. :D in the first set, we lost, an I was looking forward to a loss in my set, but, I said, ‘kaya ko toh!!’ and you know what, :D yuf.. all smiles after!! :D we won, they say because of me, I did almost all the services, but failed in the last one, argh.. sama! Anyway, in the third set, we were able to pull out the win! Yeah!!!

Basketball game, argh.. Robert did so damn GOOD!! Argh!! How I hate me for falling again, actually, not falling again, I just felt this all along, I just kept it, kailangan eh, so now, wala lang, who cares right? I have to tshow them that I’m already over him, and I am a free gGgGrRrRrl now.. :D so now, I have to convince myself, what Robert did tonight, is just who he is, just like what I did for the team, no more feelings! :D


Ei there! Ang saya ng game! Super! :D

At first, I was soooo nervous, because you know, I am not good at it, and I was a former varsity player, so what will the people say, especially Mr. Mariano right? I am in a big, big gamble right there. It is my dignity, my name, argh.. buti nalang talaga!! :D harharhar. 

At first, I was not comfortable to be in the second six, because, in the first set, I will not do more things, but it turned out to be good naman. I did almost everything, they said, but still, it is a teamwork.. :D in the first set, we lost, an I was looking forward to a loss in my set, but, I said, ‘kaya ko toh!!’ and you know what, :D yuf.. all smiles after!! :D we won, they say because of me, I did almost all the services, but failed in the last one, argh.. sama! Anyway, in the third set, we were able to pull out the win! Yeah!!!

Basketball game, argh.. Robert did so damn GOOD!! Argh!! How I hate me for falling again, actually, not falling again, I just felt this all along, I just kept it, kailangan eh, so now, wala lang, who cares right? I have to tshow them that I’m already over him, and I am a free gGgGrRrRrl now.. :D so now, I have to convince myself, what Robert did tonight, is just who he is, just like what I did for the team, no more feelings! :D



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